IM SO BORED. sigh this is depressing. no facebook. but we are called to sacrifice something that you LOVE. So as hard as this is, i need to stay strong! but but but im kawawa ):
oh and mara didnt die. teehee yay
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Confirmation Retreat.
One Word: Wow.
This weekend has reminded me of when i was in Level 2 retreat. it all came back to me. Everything. Swirvey bus ride to The Oaks, Praise and worship songs, The nights at the room with the girls, Breakfast, Lunch, Dinners with my lovely wonderful group, The trust walk, Conversations with the class, and Pictures!
It's a blessing to experience this retreat again. I forgot how much fun it was, especially with people I cared about. I'm so glad i got to spend it with Carrie and her class, because i have grown to know them and we just have a good time together. We understand each other and make each other laugh. And this type of friendship is great. These kids looked up to us peer leaders (Tori, Erika, and I) And, every Thursday when we would meet for class; i would learn from them. They seem to amaze and I'm glad God has blessed me to become a peer leader.
I just wish Carrie and these kids knew how much they inspire me. Im so grateful that i can come to her with questions, and she'll have an answer, even though it troubles her sometimes. I never had an opportunity to really "guide" someone when it came to our faith and what we are called to do.
But this year, when i became a peer leader, that changed. We were on the "other side" of this retreat. We've heard it all before and know what's going on so we actually helped plan this retreat. I loved being a part of the trust walk. When i was on this retreat 2 years ago, (REFER TO EXTENDED NARRATIVE) i went through this trust walk. and it really meant alot to me. It was my "AH HAH" moment, or so John would say. So this year, being the person who takes these confirmation students on this trust walk meant even more to me. I was helping someone grow closer in their relationship with God. Me.
I didn't know one person, let alone myself, would be capable of doing this. IT was revelating. WOW revelating is NOT A WORD. boooooooo. but it should be.
Unfortunately this may be my first and last year of being a peer leader... because i may be going to college, if i hear from UCI... but who knows right now. No one knows. I would love love love to come back for this retreat again, and even Level 1!
I want to talk more and more about this retreat but im sleepy. i didnt get any sleep last night. and it was daylight savings today sigh. we lose an hour... ): And i didnt get accepted into UCLA.. ): i guess i'll be okay.. it was a long shot, but it wouldve been great UCLA. I'm not going to waste me time asking "WHat's wrong with me? Why aren't I good enough?" I jsut need to take it as it is, and move on.
OKK, going off on a tangent. -___- coming back to retreat.....
oh well. long story short... i love this retreat. it meant alot to me. I appreciate people who believe in our Lord Jesus Christ and our Blessed Virgin Mary.
and as long as we believe in Them, and keep their faith within our hearts, They will always be here for us.
This weekend has reminded me of when i was in Level 2 retreat. it all came back to me. Everything. Swirvey bus ride to The Oaks, Praise and worship songs, The nights at the room with the girls, Breakfast, Lunch, Dinners with my lovely wonderful group, The trust walk, Conversations with the class, and Pictures!
It's a blessing to experience this retreat again. I forgot how much fun it was, especially with people I cared about. I'm so glad i got to spend it with Carrie and her class, because i have grown to know them and we just have a good time together. We understand each other and make each other laugh. And this type of friendship is great. These kids looked up to us peer leaders (Tori, Erika, and I) And, every Thursday when we would meet for class; i would learn from them. They seem to amaze and I'm glad God has blessed me to become a peer leader.
I just wish Carrie and these kids knew how much they inspire me. Im so grateful that i can come to her with questions, and she'll have an answer, even though it troubles her sometimes. I never had an opportunity to really "guide" someone when it came to our faith and what we are called to do.
But this year, when i became a peer leader, that changed. We were on the "other side" of this retreat. We've heard it all before and know what's going on so we actually helped plan this retreat. I loved being a part of the trust walk. When i was on this retreat 2 years ago, (REFER TO EXTENDED NARRATIVE) i went through this trust walk. and it really meant alot to me. It was my "AH HAH" moment, or so John would say. So this year, being the person who takes these confirmation students on this trust walk meant even more to me. I was helping someone grow closer in their relationship with God. Me.
I didn't know one person, let alone myself, would be capable of doing this. IT was revelating. WOW revelating is NOT A WORD. boooooooo. but it should be.
Unfortunately this may be my first and last year of being a peer leader... because i may be going to college, if i hear from UCI... but who knows right now. No one knows. I would love love love to come back for this retreat again, and even Level 1!
I want to talk more and more about this retreat but im sleepy. i didnt get any sleep last night. and it was daylight savings today sigh. we lose an hour... ): And i didnt get accepted into UCLA.. ): i guess i'll be okay.. it was a long shot, but it wouldve been great UCLA. I'm not going to waste me time asking "WHat's wrong with me? Why aren't I good enough?" I jsut need to take it as it is, and move on.
OKK, going off on a tangent. -___- coming back to retreat.....
oh well. long story short... i love this retreat. it meant alot to me. I appreciate people who believe in our Lord Jesus Christ and our Blessed Virgin Mary.
and as long as we believe in Them, and keep their faith within our hearts, They will always be here for us.
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Hi, I'm home
Today is Ash Wednesday... im giving up Facebook. That means more blogging! yay (: and i think im giving up fast food. yes. im giving up fast food. Wowzahhh. its gna be a tough 40 days but i can do it! YESSSS. anyways im watching Greek, and i love this show. woohoo!
When my momma gets home, we're going to go to Church.. and maybe Johnny Rockets for my WAC fundraiser. we'll see. i have a lott to do today. but for now im watching tv. like always...
hmm part of me thinks i should sacrifice tv. but i KNOW i cant do that. what theeee. but it really is a good idea. idk why i cant. yikes ): my momma is so strong tho, she is sacrificing TFC. a filipino mom? giving up her tfc? DANGGGGG.
BYEEEEEEE
Monday, March 7, 2011
UGHHHH
i hate being an optimist. i need to be a realist.
im talking about many things. but it came be known that mara did die in this show. DANGITTTT
BAHSMFFFFFFFFF. akdsjflakjsdfkljadfk
sigh. okay ima do hw. BYE
im talking about many things. but it came be known that mara did die in this show. DANGITTTT
BAHSMFFFFFFFFF. akdsjflakjsdfkljadfk
sigh. okay ima do hw. BYE
After TFC
After Mara Clara is over, i have an essay to write.
its due in T-Minus 17 hours. yikes.
And i might even have to change the whole essay
cuhs idk what to write about...
oh my
Well, we'll see where my luck takes me.
Ash Wednesday is this Wednesday, what will i be sacrificing? Probably facebook... that means more blogging time. LOL yippee
Things to look forward to:
*HOPEFULLY remembering to pick up the scholarship due on Wednesday
*Finishing Extended Narrative
*Eating a cupcake?
*wait... trying to lose weight.
*Level 2 Retreat on the Weekend (:
*Reading Jane Eyre
*Sleeping
*Does graduating count?
its due in T-Minus 17 hours. yikes.
And i might even have to change the whole essay
cuhs idk what to write about...
oh my
Well, we'll see where my luck takes me.
Ash Wednesday is this Wednesday, what will i be sacrificing? Probably facebook... that means more blogging time. LOL yippee
Things to look forward to:
*HOPEFULLY remembering to pick up the scholarship due on Wednesday
*Finishing Extended Narrative
*Eating a cupcake?
*wait... trying to lose weight.
*Level 2 Retreat on the Weekend (:
*Reading Jane Eyre
*Sleeping
*Does graduating count?
Mara Clara
First off... kreeees-jahn is SHO cute hehehehehe
and Second,
I believe Mara did not die. No no no! i think the lady with the big boobies died. OR SOMETHING. i refuse to believe that she exploded in the fiyahhhh. Mang gary should go to jail. he doesnt deserve to live on this show. wooooow, and so does clara... clara is sucha maldita... ): sigh.
i mean thats just what i think.. but if mara actually did die in this show then this show is 1)WACK. 2) UNFAIR. 3) stupid. Sad day... ):
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Hi, Healthy!
So starting today, im going to start eating healthy. Or atleast im going to try. Fruits. Veggies. Pistachios. peanutbutter? idk. but i really want to lose weight, or maybe get fit/ toned. I dont want my flabby flab tummy anymore and my fatty thighs. LOL i may sound whiny.. but everyone is insecure about themselves in one way or another so dont blame me ):
But serio, i jsut wnat to be fit again. i remmeber back in 3rd grade. i was skinny. YEAH, actually skinny. and then once i went to CMS, the tum tum came in. LOL I was a skinny baby ): and now im fat. actually im not fat. im just overweight. It makes me feel bleh. sometimes i cant control what i eat. DANGIT. stop eating fatty foods mal! akjfaksjf i gained 5 pounds from the beginning of this year ): omg, how does that even happen?!?! ): SIGH
Hopefully i can cut down on my food intake and probably eat healthier from now on. I just need to stay strong! On another note... well not really another note, but Prom is coming. oh joy. i hated not fitting into those damn dresses. SOOOOO, diet time. but of course not the crazy diets. no pills. no throwing up. no starving my self to death. I Promise. (:
Wish me luck!
Hopefully next time i write about something relating to this i will have: 1) lost weight 2) eat healthier regularly 3) exercise more often and 4) be happy happy happy (:
But serio, i jsut wnat to be fit again. i remmeber back in 3rd grade. i was skinny. YEAH, actually skinny. and then once i went to CMS, the tum tum came in. LOL I was a skinny baby ): and now im fat. actually im not fat. im just overweight. It makes me feel bleh. sometimes i cant control what i eat. DANGIT. stop eating fatty foods mal! akjfaksjf i gained 5 pounds from the beginning of this year ): omg, how does that even happen?!?! ): SIGH
Hopefully i can cut down on my food intake and probably eat healthier from now on. I just need to stay strong! On another note... well not really another note, but Prom is coming. oh joy. i hated not fitting into those damn dresses. SOOOOO, diet time. but of course not the crazy diets. no pills. no throwing up. no starving my self to death. I Promise. (:
Wish me luck!
Hopefully next time i write about something relating to this i will have: 1) lost weight 2) eat healthier regularly 3) exercise more often and 4) be happy happy happy (:
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