HM Take a look at this.

I understand, to undertake, to undermine, my undertaking !

yeah idk. so today was a pretty filled day. It was very, what might you say Uplifting? Well first off, the only reason why I'm awake is because im on myspace for once and I'm actually talking ot people. Hahaha, I havent tlaked to Garcia in ages. Well yeah, this myspae splur has been keeping me occupied for over an hour.

Anyways, back to my uplifting" day... Well I've gotten to know more about my sister. I really didn't know all the things she has bottled up inside. I now understand why she has been on the computer or ignores confrontation sometimes. Now im not trying to be Johnny Raincloud here, and ruin the moment but the thing that kind of made me sad was when she couldnt go to me for this kind of stuff. I thougt we were closer than that. Im trying to change. Honestly, I am. I am trying to be "chil" about her maple story friends and i just have to put a little trust in her. I just get a little suspicious that's all. This happens cuhs she acts like it. And I get very curious. OH well, I'm understanding her situation a little bit everyday and I'm trying to get over it. And keep my cool now. Thanks.

HM what elsee, OH heres a strong debate - Should I take AP Lang? Theres two weeks left into the summer, and i havent even started yet. Im leaning towards no go APLANG, BUT i really feel that i can finish that ISH, and try Ap Lang for a semester. DAMN. You know what i should be doing: the summer assignment besides this Post. hahahhaha Alright well im done for todayy.
_bye

Arryhay Otterpay ?

Psh, you know! You know! haha Harry Potter weekend, im not a freak about them harry potter movies, but thats just because I never really understood the story line.. Like my "excuse" is that, i was youngg. Let's say I was 8 or 9 when the first movie got out. ahaha

OH and, im nto one who has read all the books. Now that would be insaneee, meng. ahah not really. i think i coulve done it if i really felt like ittt. haahha i like it how twicce in this movie.. when they said "canon" the cananon would just blow right out. bahahahhah. 9 goblet of fire)

BTW, goblet of fire is my favorite HP movie. oh yess.

alright this weekend was lame, i havent talked to my sister since yesterday.. and believe me that is long time. Im really mad at her. And she doesnt seem to care, honestly. I feel that all she cares about is her maplestory crap. Also she really does like her friends, rather than family. I guess to some people, thats okay. OH well. i needa stopp.

okay off to my favorite part of the movie. byeee!

PEAYCEEE (:

Lesson Learned, Lesson Burned

Hahha, its not really a lesson.. but what i mean is that. Iwant to learn how to dance this one choreographed dance. 1st attempt was an epic fail. geez how depressing.. Im just embarrassing myself in front of the mirror. i mean, shet.
LOL. Damn, i wanna learn how to dance. ): *sigh

Oh Happy Summer Days ?
--More like oh boring summer days...
2 parties are coming upp this monthh. Maybe more? IDK. ughh Parties = money. Money that i dont have... OH geez.

I went to the gym today wth my pops.. im not that sore.. i was sore the first time. But it felt good this time.. My driving is getting better, kinda.. -___-
i try, i tryy

Feelin Somethin Different ?

I feel like this isnt my place. This isnt my place to be my own person. To establish what I have yet to become. What i want to be grown into. I feel that my presence isnt in the right place. Sometimes i feel, that my life wouldve been a whole lot better if i havent moved that one year, at the end of 2nd grade.

I loved my life at St. Gens. I was content and happy. A little private school, where all my friends were. Those were the first friends i made. I just wished that i had the chance to gow up with them, and catch those kodak moments with them. And hey, i dont regret my school years in Castaic and my first and second year of highschool in West Ranch, but i just would jsut wish that there was another way to keep in touch.

This all leads to: transfering to Valencia. The deals done, and i just have to see what comes. But deep inside, im terrified. Terrified of whats to come. I dont know the people there, how the academics and extra curriculars there are. I just dont know whats coming forth.

anyways, this is just whats in thought right now, and i'll prolly regret it. But i really dont know. But my biggest regret is moving. Anyways the point of this whole thing, is if i didnt move from my childhood valley, in the first place; i wouldnt be thinking of this whole thing.
*sigh