hmm, imNICE.

SONG: Somebody to Love (ella enchanted)

Hah, Just thought I'd out this in here. So I am currently eating a yummy popsicle. Hm, I took the last one. ): Woops my bad. but anyways, I thought it'd be pretty funny, if I left the box in there, so my sister can check that theres NOTHING in there. hah.

Karma's gonna bite me in the ass. Oh well.

I love you, sister stand strong. (:

test ittt

oh this is coool. i didnt think this would work. hahah wahoo. well this is me and my best friend,shelbo .
quic intro: I've known her since 6th grade. and we looove each other. We are there for each other 24/7. She oges to me for advice, even though im not the greatest advice giver. We are total opposites. And that sometimes gets in the way of our fights. haha but we're im alwys here for you girlll, andd. im so sorry that im leaving you. drive to my house.
as you can tell. im in a diff mood. ahahha wierdo!
byee<3

school as i know it//

school as I know it. Is gonna change. New school. Once again. i hope i am the person that i believe i am. that i hope i can be. I may be having some slight regrets for transfering, but theres really no turing bak now. Theres nothing i can do. I knew i wasnt happy at WR, and i knew i oculdnt do anything about it. INPUT [sometimes you make new friends, and become best friends. Others, you enjoy their company, although when it comes to them hanging out with their other friends, the enjoyment dissolves. Now ive made plenty of friends at WR, but thats exactly how i felt there. I mean you can call them your friends, but can you really call them friends, to start with. im not naming names. i jsut hate to think that about people. And its sad to. they may not think it. and HEY, i may have done it a few times, but its not right. and treat people the same.] OUTPUT. Now im just rambling.

yea i have to stop. OHKAY!. its summer, i better enjoy it. lol. I've realizd, when you think of the cons of transfering.. your gonna regret it. But when you think of the pro's, your gonna enjoy yourself. So even them out. and just live. I've realized that, HEY! ive made my decision already. It's set. Theres nothing i can do, but wait. And wait till the first day of school, all over again. anfd be yourself. And everything will be okay. (well lets hope)
Scratch That. Forget the pros and cons. JUST LIVE. AND BE HAPPY.
--although knowing me, that will be quite difficult.
thankyou<3

wooah, oaky i have to be done with this blog.
if i have more to write, i shall write more later. <3
had to get my mind off things (:

...So Much For a "Happy Fathers Day" ?

None of you probably know about my family. and trust me thats a good thing. You dont want to know. These pst months... almost a year, my dad hasnt been part of my family. I mean he's here and all. but honestly, i feel empty. throughout all the anger he has put me through, through all the hurt, theres feeling within me that still wants him here. i know im stupid for saying this, but he's my dad. i used to go to him. he used to give me the laughs and be MY protector.

the protector i can look up to now is my older brother. whenever he visits, i feel whole again... now that my dad left, my family will never be the same. i want to hope that it will. but theres NO chance. and im not tryna be a pessimist.. but thats honestly the truth...

its really sad to say. and theres nothing i can do. like i said before i just have to be happy..

but how can i be happy under all of this?? mostly, what i do i just hide my emotions. if i vent out too much, i can tell that it hurts other people. AND I DONT WANT THAT. hah. caps.
mkay, im donefor now... gotta go to bedd. isleeeeepies.

so.

as time goes by, we grow, change, and adapt to the people that have become a part of us.
also. to the "strangers" that have once been in our lives, but left for indescribable reasons, which enabled myself to become stronger.

in order to live your life LITERALLY to its fullest. just be happy. and love the people that love you. love the people that hate you. and most of all, be happy- no matter the struggles, the obstacles, the hardships; whether it comes in whole or in snippets. just be able to go within all of that and be happy!

<3