its already monday!

SCHOOL is on thursday. YIKES. usually by this time, i would be freaking out, about who is in my classes, or what to wear, or if i'll be a loner hahaha. but not so much this year.. I'm just so tired of being home. haha. i really should stop complaining because there really is no point, since i dont like wasting gas. it bugs me how much gas my car takes.. i know its not like other cars, but to me its a LOT. which is sucha downer... but yeah...

muriel: im bringin sexy back, WAIT sexy never left.
HAHAHAHA Muriel is funny. i have never heard of that. SADLY, she didnt think of that herself. and JUST NOW she told me. ugh. but yeah it was foonay. nakaka tawa talaga

HEHE blame it on the alcohol

K k. so it was KC's birthday party yesterday. My girls didnt show up ): it wasnt complete. sigh. but anywhoo KC turned 21. WOO. and there was alcohol and smoking. Of course i didnt smoke. thats a no no. but i ried this strawberry drink.HEHE it was yummy. i liked it. but it didnt taste like it had vodka.. or it only had a little. hahah JOKE. but yeah, it was yummy. and people thought i was drunk. which honestly.. i dont think iwas. AND I KNOW thats what "drunk" people say when they are really drunk.. but i wasnt. maybe i was jus mire relaxed. deep down i wanted to drink more. ehehhe just a wittle more. IT tasted good. i liek the fruity drinks.. not tequila or beer or anythang like that. thats nast yknow! HAHA but kane and freakin jc and even kc was like "shes lightweight" ay nako. im not. next partyy tho! i might try some again. teehee.

btw this isnt a permanent thing... DUH ima good girl. YES

no subject

WHAT!? it's already 1:13 am??! it feels so much earlier. -.- weirdddd.... oh what have you done to me summmer.

Who da thunk!

what? haha i can honestly say, that this summer has gone by SO fast. like WOW. usually, in the past, i would say "this summer went by fast" but i dont think i meant it. previous summers, all i did was stay home. HAHA how lame. but that was because i had no ride to anywhere. but now that i can drive, i went to so many places this summer, and hung out with different people. and it was pretty fun! But wow, i cant believe its already the end of july. whoda thunk! LOL kbye

vent

kuya says to take it easy. give it time. muriel will bounce back. give muriel time. let her talk to dom. thats her safety net. she needs him so she wont be angry all the time. but what if this type of thing keeps on happening? how do i know, if she doesnt talk to strangers everyday. and v chats with strangers. how do i know if shes EVER telling me the truth. Muriel tells me "why dont you trust me". its pretty hard to trust her now. I hate to say it, but its just that gut feeling. i trusted her with my life before, but with all these lies; i just cant. I know she hates me, and i hate that she wants to live with my dad. she doesnst realize what mommy, kuya, and myself had gone through. she doesnt put any of us into consideration. mommy, lost her husband, her worst fear she can ever possibly imagine. she has to support this whole family, with the help of no one. i just wish i can bear the pain my mom has, i hope muriel can just take that into consideration. i mean it was really hard for me to do that, but i shut my dad out of my life. not completely, no. but i tried as much as i can. i saw that when i would mention i was hurting my mom. My mom is is truly the one person who has the most love for kuya, me, and muriel. Kuya on the other hand.. i hope he is having a wonderful time at irvine, i rreally do. but sometimes i just wish irvine was not so far away. he wouldve handled this situation much better than i have. Im trying to understand muriel, but idont know why she cant just come to me. She has to resort to talking to strangers. and she did change. definately. where was that promise? i know he didnt promise me that, but i usre was a witness. i havve no idea waht im doing right now. i think im doing the right thing, but the guilt that i have. the harsh words that muriel throws at me.. every possible solution has gone wrong.

30 Day Challenge

The 30 Day Challenge

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have learnt
Day 30- Who are you?





OKAY... i wont do this JUST yet.. ima wait a while.. i just put it up there to remind my self. okay thx bye

total tumblr stealer

Everyone’s doing ‘em

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
- NAME: Mallory Valencia
- BIRTHDATE: November 28, 1993
- CURRENT LOCATION: Castaic, CA
- HAIR COLOR: D' Brown
- RIGHTY/LEFTY: Righty

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.

- YOUR FEAR: getting shot..

- YOUR DREAM OF THE PERFECT DATE: uhhh i dont really have a specific date planned really.. i jsut want the guy of my dreams who will be so sweet & caring to make me feel like the most special girl in the world, sucha hopeless romantic -_-


LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
- YOUR BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: smiyo.. or dimples. hehe
- YOUR BED TIME: whenever im sleepy
- YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORIES: kindergarden. definately.

LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.
- PEPSI OR COKE: coke
- MCDONALD’S OR BURGER KING: Mc Donald’s
- SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: single dates are nice
- ADIDAS OR NIKES: nikes
- CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: Vanilla
- CAPPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: coffee

LAYER 5: DO YOU.
- SMOKE: nope
- CUSS: trying to stop, really
- TAKE SHOWERS: siempre
- HAVE A CRUSH: not really...
- LIKE SCHOOL: no
- BELIEVE IN YOURSELF: yeah actually..
- BELIEVE WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND: YEAH YEAHH
- BELIEVE THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON: Yes

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.
- GONE TO THE MALL: Yeee
- EATEN SUSHI: love love
- BEEN HURT: Yyeahh
- DYED YOUR HAIR: no

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.
- PLAYED A STRIPPING GAME: Err no
- KISSED THE SAME SEX: family/friends family friends.
- GOTTEN BEATEN UP: by my brother. ugh

LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.

- AGE YOUR HOPING TO GET MARRIED BY: mid to late 20s?

- NUMBER OF KIDS YOU PLAN ON HAVING: 2 - 4

LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.
- BEST EYE COLOR: doesnt matter
- HAIR COLOR: doesnt matter
- SHORT OR LONG HAIR: short. hehe
- LOOKS OR PERSONALITY: bothh, although personality prevails.
- FUN OR SERIOUS: a little bit of both

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
- 1 MINUTE AGO: this
- 1 HOUR AGO: wating
- 1 WEEK AGO: lake elsinoree
- 1 YEAR AGO: i dont even know

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
- I FEEL: sleepy
- I HATE: having to wait
- I HIDE: my fat pretty well
- I NEED: more time with my friends
- I LOVE: eating. and sleeping.

ima stick to blogspot. hehe

this aint no tumblr! im not about to step into mainstream society! haha JK. but i honestly dont get tumblr.. and i kind of dont want to.. hehe EVERYONE... and i mean everyone.. has made one. pretty intense. i mean i like the whole idea and alll but... i jsut dont want to make one at the moment... ima stick to blogspot <3

ALSO... ive decided to do the 30 day challenge thing from tumblr... BUT im gonna do it on here.. HEHE. theres prolly nothign wrong with that... nope.

<3

PET PEEVE atm

SO guess what today is?! april 20th. the day of star tests. it rained today. 4 days till prom. oh and its smoking day. or whatever you call it. you know what bugs me the most. is that people on facebook must put their status to "4/20!" or "YEAH FOR 4/20" or "getting buzzed tonight" or I DONT EVEN KNOW. nor do i care. has this world really come to a point were smoking and getting high is the new trend. Now i dont know if its just me, but i dont have to get high or drunk to have fun. Honestly. I mean my friends on facebook arent even old enough to do that stuff illegally! Is it for satisfaction? Of course it is.

This just really bugs me. Not only is smoking bad, but what do you benefit from it? a few hours of "fun".. or can it easily just be a death sentence?

I guess i was just put into shock when i see all this "420" nonsense on facebook. Its like they are proud of smoking. Or that they are just trying to show off. trying to act cool.

Maybe its just that people change. We all change. The World has most definitely changed. out generation has just generally changed. This is not the set of examples i want to leave for my sister.

BLAHHHH OAKY WHATEveR> JUST VENTING> FFFFFFFFF.
BYE <3

asdf

LOOKIE WHAT I FOUND. YAY! this was like FROM FOREVER AGO. akdsfadsfkajdslkf chubby what? chubby bunny! <3