What Did I Accomplish Today?

I finally raised my $100 for Relay For Life! im so grateful! and so happy! i think i have about $140 actually! Very excited for Relay this year! It'll be my last one ): we'll probably not, but it'll be my last one as a high school student! YAYYY, the excitement is rising and im beyond happy! Like A Boss!



goodbyebye!

Day One of Tumblr 100 Workout.

Completely failed. I went up to about 80 jumping jacks.. and then i started getting cramps. so i stopped. well i took a 10 second break. LOL So i finished the 100 jumping jacks afterwards... and them i moved on to the 90 crunches. i was never good at crunches. or sit ups. It reminded me of fresh and soph year of high school. Oh those 30 minute warm ups. I was never good at the sit ups, but i could do the push ups. GRRRR. so 2 years passed, and i still cant do crunches. Maybe after this, i'll try and continue the work out, but we'll see.

Gosh, i am so out of shape. >:o

Why Do People Lie?

Is it ever good to lie? in the end, it isn't. you're trying to protect that certain someone, but you know in the end, that person is gonna get hurt either way.

I feel like I'm being lied to. I feel like if my friend told me this little white lie... what else could she be lying about? It makes me questions our friendship ): I love her, i really do... and we've been friends sine freshman year so why would she do this to me. She tells me that she didn't tell me about this because she thinks i may be judging her. but if she was honest with me from the beginning i think i would be more understanding. But what if she is lying to me? Thats makes me lose trust in our friendship... When she told me about this, i don't think i was judgmental, i even made sure i wasn't judgmental.. i just hope people realize that they are hurting others when they lie to others and its not fair when its reciprocated to you.


Maybe I'm just taking this too seriously, but drugs is a serious thing. Why do people do it? Yes, it makes you feel relaxed, but there are other remedies for that. It'll probably take time for something like this to "phase" over... We'll just have to wait and pray for the best....

I need to say to myself that these things WILL pass by. My friend will be successful. She wont ruin her life. She knows better than that. and *crosses finger* I trust her.

Popped up in my head: i just remembered in an episode of Friends.... The one where Ross got High. LOL Apparently he got high in college and look at him now, he's in good shape. So yeah, this could just be a phase. And yes, its just a show but hey, these things really happen.

Wow this went from lying to drugs in a split second. Shocking. Well amazing how one story can relate to the next. Anyways it was nice ranting at school. Bye!

^^this was a couple months ago... found it in my desktop. i now know the truth... and trust my friend.

String Cheese

has always been a favorite snack of mine. I used to eat this all the time when i was younger. Getting the big pack from Costco. My bro sis and i would eat like 2 or 3 a day. LOL They are so fun to play with.. and you eat at the same time. Can it get any better? (:

Wanted To Blog Today

But i don't really know what to blog about... lamesauce.

Last Open House I Will Ever Be Going To

I just got home from our Open House at my school. My club had a bake sale with yummy cookies, brownies, cupcakes! mmm. it was so yummy! i ate a cupcake hehe. It was freezing outside. I got there at around 6 and just got home. There were a lot of nice people who wanted to support our club, and that was very nice of them!

I am going to miss this club so much. WAC has changed my life. I have met so many people throughout this year and last year that it's a part of me now. I know that sounds corny, but it's true. I'm in the WAC office at least once a day, just to drop by and say hi or count up some money for a deposit, or just to talk with my fellow officers. it's a great club. i know no one is going to read this, and thats fine with me; but the club is awesome. Its members are awesome. Our advisors are awesome. Words can't even express how much these people mean to me. I can't believe I'm graduating this year. Leaving this club. This school. Don't even get me started on leaving this school. Wow

But anyways, it's been a good 2 years WAC.

WAC = LOVE.

ps. i wish i had a picture of our club on my computer, but sadly, i dont. well i do, but its on FB. and guess who cant go on FB, yours truly, me! ): oh well a little bit over a week till Easter, SO i'm excited for that (:

goodbyebye!

Want;

to go to New Zealand. and walk those 1027 stairs. kinda sorta. It sounds exciting.

I Think You're Cute

But i do not like you. No no no. Maybe.. one day i could? Or not...
If it's meant to happen, then it will.

i just need to remind myself that.... goodness.

Why Do You Build Me Up?

Buttercup Baby, just to let me down!

Haha, just after dinner my sister and i sang the beginning of "Build Me Up Buttercup" by The Foundations. We are on a roll.. until we forgot the lyrics. Wish i could have recorded it haha. ONce we realized that we were lame... because we were singing that song. We stopped, had that awkward moment, and she ran away. HA HA HA. Gosh we are funny.







Then i told her to fetch my mac, so i can blog about it.. and as i saw her going down the stairs she was singing the song again. We are def gna sing it again. Perfectly. LOL i don't care what she says!

It was fun!

Okay that was all for today!


goodbyebye xoxo


oh! hey buttercup! HA HA HA HA i crack myself up

You're Lookin' At a CPR Certified Girl!

Hii, yes it's true. I am CPR certified as of today. Yes i know the basics, it was just that further push to make it official.

I thought it was overall an easy process. Thank goodness we went to AHA, the test was "easy". haha

This part is kinda cool, i kind of want to become a nurse now. Yes it is totally cliche for a filipino girl becoming a nurse, but its true. The human body amazes me sometimes.

So after those excruciating, LOL JK it wasnt excruciating, 3 hours char, tita, and i went to eagle rock! It was my first time going. eeeeek, so many filipinos. It felt like i was in the Philippines.

I finished reading The TIme Traveler's Wife today. If i do say so myself, it was definitely a good read. I want to watch the movie now. haha, i havent watched a movie in ages. But yes, it was a good book, i was confused at some parts- i mean i really had to look and focus on the date when Henry and Clare would switch turns to tell their story. Idk if you get that, but its hard to explain. For some reason, i didnt feel like the book ended on a good note. Well DUH. But i mean, i wanted to read more. Actually, now that im REALLY thinking about.. It DIDDDDD end on a good note. hahahahahahhaha, i just didnt want it to end when i was on page 500 or so. hahahha woooow. my bad. i like how it all tied together in the end. I love their relationship, its pretty trippy at some points. Got me to think about love and if it can be everlasting! Well, read it for yourself!

Okay my day is basically over. the end. (except im going to do govt hw.) yay

Oh, & I Can Not Forget About This

because I think it is pure genius.

Just Kinda Sorta Found This

And i dont want to forget about it so...

It kinda made me laugh, cause i actually understood it!! (:

The Anxiety is Killing Me

Nowadays its hard to get into a decent school. You would think being an average A, B student would get into a UC, but times are rough right now. And i know, life goes on; and we just have to deal with what we got... but it takes time.

First i had to worry about applying to colleges. It was a drag. I wanted to wait till the exact last minute opportunity i had to fill out those applications. Just thinking that this is the only way colleges can get a clue on who you are as a person and if you are right for their school. Its terrible. I didn't want to go through with it. But i told myself that i didn't want to go to a community college, lo and behold; that might be my only option, unfortunately.

Second, it was days away for the UC and Cal State application deadline. That one click of a button; after paying for the application that is was my ONE shot. Just one. I remember this day clearly. It was the day before my birthday. I didn't want to stress about it on my birthday so i knew that it would be refreshing if i turned it on before my birthday. My brother was right by my side, reviewing my application, making some revisions to my personal statement. Thank goodness he was there for me. i dont know what i would have done. After all, he was the one who paid for all my applications! Thank goodness. But yes, that was the day i turned in my applications. And yes, i was relieved. Relieved that i got all of that over with. Relieved that i wouldn't have to worry about applications anymore. But in the back of my head... i knew that this was only the beginning. in a few months, i would know the results of these applications.

Easily breezing by highschool....

March comes in.

CSUF accepted! yay.
CSUN accepted! yay.
UCLA rejected. nay.
UCI. rejected. nay.

Hey its 2 for 2, i guess? NOW I'm here. Writing on my blog, debating on what i should do next.

Time is running out. I've been putting off this day ever since i got my Irvine rejection letter. It KILLS me, i mean really kills me to know that i didn't get accepted into my dream school. I've gone through too much to even begin to worry about my future. The reason of this is because I'm heartbroken. Irvine was the only school that I ever pictured myself attending. I mean, really attending. Yes, when i was younger i wanted to go to UCLA or NYU- but that was a long shot. COC is always an option. But no playtime if i'm at COC, i'm gonna get my prereqs and then transfer.

I could appeal to Irvine. Everyone is saying just do it, it wouldn't hurt if you did. But, it would. Getting rejected is bad enough, but for a second time? I don't know if its worth it. Is it? The Irvine appeal is due a week from today. I need to write a letter stating anything different from the time i turned in my application to today. I need to include my transcript that includes my 1st semester of senior year? Do i want to do that? Am i strong enough to go through with it? Wow, i'm sounding like its life or death right now. Hahaa, actually as of right now it is life or death. Hey! its my future we're talking about here.

As my third and final step, i need to decide what i want to do. I could do the Irvine appeal and see what happens. Or i could go to COC. As of right now, i don't think i'm willing to go to a Cal State. Is that bad? sigh. Only time will tell.

Life will always bring me anxiety. It's not fair, but I need to keep a smile on my face! "Awh, that actually made me smile!"

Goodbyebye!

Remember Gamecube?

I played Animal Crossing today. Uber fun. If you ask me. But i did get a headache after playing it.. why is that?

a. there are too many weeds in our town
b. nook still hasnt expanded his store to the last level
c. i havent paid off my debt yet. even though i paid 99,000 today
d. now i have 1,000 coins.
e. i got cockroaches ):
f. i want to play again

Im at charlenes

*Yayyyyyyy, its 8:38pm wahooo.
*keeping my mind off things
*kkkkkk good night bye
*hopefully i go to la tmrw?

I like me some chocolate milk (:

i drank too much chocolate milk ): im full and my tum tum is big now.

today is sunday

it is a sunny sunday