Monday, October 31, 2011
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
FAMILY. SCHOOL. TV. EAT. SLEEP. SCHOOL. SCHOOL. SCHOOL.
nothin' really goin' on here....
Give me some change please? i'm in great need of it.
(oh look, change! I'm using a different color) woop dee doo
but really... LIFE, give me SOMETHING that can occupy my time, besides what's listed above! please? haha i need change. i hate my routine life! i want to be more productive!
Give me some change please? i'm in great need of it.
(oh look, change! I'm using a different color) woop dee doo
but really... LIFE, give me SOMETHING that can occupy my time, besides what's listed above! please? haha i need change. i hate my routine life! i want to be more productive!
Christmas at Disneyland
just sounds perfect! Doesn't it?! Or maybe atleast, winter-time at disneyland. That's more realistic <3
One day, I'll go. And I'll have the time of my life!
One day, I'll go. And I'll have the time of my life!
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Monday, October 24, 2011
I Hate Being On My Period
SO, i was at my house... and i was hungry. we have no food because we jsut got a new fridge. so i left and drove to ameci's to get pizza.
normally i would never do this. i would jsut stay at home. but eff it. i was hungry!
ate some ice cream. from ameci's! BUT IT WAS THRIFTY'S ICECREAM! YUMM! Chocolate malted crunchhh <3
PIZZA. YUM! it almost fell of the plate when i took that picture LOLL. ok BYEEEE.
normally i would never do this. i would jsut stay at home. but eff it. i was hungry!
Monday, October 17, 2011
Took my eng 091 final. and owned it. Got a 100%.. but guess what i forgot to do, write my name! LOL, i'm sure this has happened to alot of us. haha But yayy super happy. eng 101 started today, hope this class will go well and fly by.
Still shocked. never have i ever gotten a hundred percent on any kind of final in any subject until today.
Last Night in the Car
..I have never wanted to punch someone in the face so much, until last night. want a clue into who this person might be?
Well, yesterday we went to the venue where my debut would be at. the place they have reserved is alright. nice and quaint, but the lady had to show us UPSTAIRS. Upstairs had its own lobby entrance, own patio for cocktails, HUGE dance space and dining area. upstairs was gorgeous, but thats not for me. too expensive, sadly.
After that we went to ontario, to talk to an attorney.. wonder who's idea that was?! Lets just say that, that was definitely not fun and was in fact a torture for murl and i. ):
Then we drove to irvine, for.. i have no effing clue. all we did was pick him up, give him food, and then go get in n out to-go. and then drop him off to his apartment. I'd say it was a waste a gas. they don't know how to effing plan shit. but whatevs. i had no control over anything.
and then after that, we went back to ontario. WOOP DEE DOO. to watch a concert. quite frankly, i was way too tired to do anything, even if it was just sitting down and listening to ate sing. i just wanted to go home.
ugh, and as of right now: Monday morning: i am still annoyed. i am not in a good mood. i just dont want to be here at all.
Well, yesterday we went to the venue where my debut would be at. the place they have reserved is alright. nice and quaint, but the lady had to show us UPSTAIRS. Upstairs had its own lobby entrance, own patio for cocktails, HUGE dance space and dining area. upstairs was gorgeous, but thats not for me. too expensive, sadly.
After that we went to ontario, to talk to an attorney.. wonder who's idea that was?! Lets just say that, that was definitely not fun and was in fact a torture for murl and i. ):
Then we drove to irvine, for.. i have no effing clue. all we did was pick him up, give him food, and then go get in n out to-go. and then drop him off to his apartment. I'd say it was a waste a gas. they don't know how to effing plan shit. but whatevs. i had no control over anything.
and then after that, we went back to ontario. WOOP DEE DOO. to watch a concert. quite frankly, i was way too tired to do anything, even if it was just sitting down and listening to ate sing. i just wanted to go home.
ugh, and as of right now: Monday morning: i am still annoyed. i am not in a good mood. i just dont want to be here at all.
Friday, October 14, 2011
Why Does It Feel Like So Many Families Are Breaking Up?
Fights between parents have been happening way too often. So many of my friends' parents are getting separated and divorced. Including my family. It's a terrible hardship that many of us have to deal with. Disregarding the circumstances within each family... it's just not something you want to go through. It's very disheartening, to know that this type of stuff happens everyday, especially to most of my friends.
Why is the divorce rate in America going up?
What is wrong with you people. Family is the most important thing a person can have in their life. Why do people take that for granted?
It's not fair. I envy those who still have a wonderful family unit. I envy you guys. But i'm also happy for you, better yet, kudos to you! I can only hope that one day i will be as happy as the very few families like that.
Without family, i feel, that you have no life. Family is what keeps you together. Well at least, that's what it's supposed to be for. I just wish people can cherish the value of family and the precious moments they have together. Because i would kill for a "perfect" family. I could honestly say, i had a perfect family. until certain things happen. Shit happens. Though a perfect family doesn't really exist anymore in today's society. It freaks me out about the future. I wish i can find that special guy that won't leave me, that will take care of me, that will support me, that will love me. It's hard to find nowadays.
One day it will happen. I see myself in the future. Happy. Successful. Wife. Kids. Job. Love. The whole package. I'm striving for it. Blogger, hold me up to this.
Why is the divorce rate in America going up?
What is wrong with you people. Family is the most important thing a person can have in their life. Why do people take that for granted?
It's not fair. I envy those who still have a wonderful family unit. I envy you guys. But i'm also happy for you, better yet, kudos to you! I can only hope that one day i will be as happy as the very few families like that.
Without family, i feel, that you have no life. Family is what keeps you together. Well at least, that's what it's supposed to be for. I just wish people can cherish the value of family and the precious moments they have together. Because i would kill for a "perfect" family. I could honestly say, i had a perfect family. until certain things happen. Shit happens. Though a perfect family doesn't really exist anymore in today's society. It freaks me out about the future. I wish i can find that special guy that won't leave me, that will take care of me, that will support me, that will love me. It's hard to find nowadays.
One day it will happen. I see myself in the future. Happy. Successful. Wife. Kids. Job. Love. The whole package. I'm striving for it. Blogger, hold me up to this.
Monday, October 10, 2011
Was Supposed To Do This, Last Weekend,
BUT, my procrastination kills me. Now, i'm stuck doing everything on this list today! This was supposed to be a my relax day, no class= good life. but stupid me, didn't do homework on the weekend.
I just never learn. ):
Sunday, October 9, 2011
Why Can't I Focus?!
There is just SO many things going on in my mind. It's giving me a headache. I've been thinking about a lot of things just from today alone. Yes, most of these thoughts are just silly, unnecessary thoughts but they are still consumed within my mind. And it just needs to go away. ...for the mean time. lol cause I really need to do my hw.
I am going crazy right now, i just wish i could write about it. But i don't know why.. i'm not comfortable just yet to write about this, Maybe i'm a little self-conscious, that this could easily be found since we are talking about the internet. hahah -____-
Maybe it's cause all of this is about boys. How embarrassing would this be if someone read this?! so yawwp, defintely not posting anything about this. loll i'lll write everything, and then backspace it. haha.. YAY
...
That helped greatly.
stupid boys. get out of my mind.
and
just life's hardships in general. get out of my life!
I am going crazy right now, i just wish i could write about it. But i don't know why.. i'm not comfortable just yet to write about this, Maybe i'm a little self-conscious, that this could easily be found since we are talking about the internet. hahah -____-
Maybe it's cause all of this is about boys. How embarrassing would this be if someone read this?! so yawwp, defintely not posting anything about this. loll i'lll write everything, and then backspace it. haha.. YAY
...
That helped greatly.
stupid boys. get out of my mind.
and
just life's hardships in general. get out of my life!
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
So i had this little mantra...
written on October 1, 2011 in one of my notebooks... saying. i will use my invisalign teeth whitener every night (because i get too lazy to use it.) its a tedious job. or maybe i'm just lazyy. anywayssss, my brother has the teeth whitener, and i noticed that his teeth DO look whiter, so it kinda inspired me to use it every night. i already stopped using it. and its october 5th. WHAT THE EFFFF,
and i also had this little thing, where i told my self that i would run every morning after i dropped off sister. but that didnt work out either. i havent even ran once. this sucks. i have an excuse though! ... i had an essay to write on mon, so i got 3 hours of sleep. and then today i wwent to the library in the morning to finish some hw. gosh this is not fun anymore. i'm tired all of the time! but hopefully by tmrw things will be a little lessed stressed.
ok well the point of this was just to say that my mantra kinda went out the window. bye bye
and i also had this little thing, where i told my self that i would run every morning after i dropped off sister. but that didnt work out either. i havent even ran once. this sucks. i have an excuse though! ... i had an essay to write on mon, so i got 3 hours of sleep. and then today i wwent to the library in the morning to finish some hw. gosh this is not fun anymore. i'm tired all of the time! but hopefully by tmrw things will be a little lessed stressed.
ok well the point of this was just to say that my mantra kinda went out the window. bye bye
Thoughts During Math 103
Unsettling...
Time: 2:25-4:50 pm ):
[[written in my math notes]]
Mal mal is so so sleep. why am i in this class right now. why, why? biggest regret ever. for sure.
why is a teacher. like im sorry but this is jusut ridiculous, what was i thinking?! [i mean honestly. he knows what he's talking about, he is really good at math. practically has the whole textbook memorized, but he is not being a good teacher. he is not properly teaching us how to do these problems, and yes it is college algebra. i thought itd be easy, but i dont know why i'm not understanding it. its been a while. but c'mon. its ALGEBRA!] can i please blame it on the fact that this is my first semester in college, so i didnt know better? haha prolly not. this is so effed up. seriously.
i dont know. i dont care. lol jk. i do care. really, i do but this class is just super buggin'. [its getting on my last nerves] especially right now, seriously i dont have the time for this. maybe i can handle is, i just have to study more more more.
speaking of studying. it is seriously time for to study for my test tmrw.
Time: 2:25-4:50 pm ):
[[written in my math notes]]
Mal mal is so so sleep. why am i in this class right now. why, why? biggest regret ever. for sure.
why is a teacher. like im sorry but this is jusut ridiculous, what was i thinking?! [i mean honestly. he knows what he's talking about, he is really good at math. practically has the whole textbook memorized, but he is not being a good teacher. he is not properly teaching us how to do these problems, and yes it is college algebra. i thought itd be easy, but i dont know why i'm not understanding it. its been a while. but c'mon. its ALGEBRA!] can i please blame it on the fact that this is my first semester in college, so i didnt know better? haha prolly not. this is so effed up. seriously.
i dont know. i dont care. lol jk. i do care. really, i do but this class is just super buggin'. [its getting on my last nerves] especially right now, seriously i dont have the time for this. maybe i can handle is, i just have to study more more more.
speaking of studying. it is seriously time for to study for my test tmrw.
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