Monday, November 2, 2009

Thats just not how i wanted it to be

UH, so yeah todays monday and the talk that i was supposed to have with my "friend" didnt go to well. ugh i hate the mornings. idk what to do now. I dont think i tried hard enough.. but lets just see what tmrw brings to me. Stupid boys. So unpredictable.

I just hope he doesnt think im a total nerd. ASDF. i REALLY REALLY REALLY need to talk to this with him. theres a right time for everything.. right? maybe i just need to wait for that and make time take its course.. and try not to force things.. because thats what ive been doing and it doesnt seem to work .


Like i said, i dont know what to do and i dont knwo hwat im going to do ...and im totally new at this, no bueno. And to top it all of. my best friend pretty much hates me. GREAT.

NOW, lets see what tmrw unfolds.

hm, its actually time for hw. kbye.

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