Explain yourself!

I just hate having I explain myself all the time. I mean I know, I know. I don't have to explain myself to everyone in the entire world but is it so wrong to want everyone to know where you are coming from? So others are not so quick to judge? I think only two or three of my friends and my siblings truly know How I feel about my debut and the ms bnp pageant. How sad is that? It's just so hard for people to understand where I am coming from.. It's like they don't know who I really am. Who am i, really? Gahh such a revealing question that may takes YEARS to find out. I guess I'll have to wait and see what the future holds! Prayers please.


Actions speak louder than words. Maybe that'smy answer... Maybe in time my actions will show others who I really am. Maybe I don't need to say anything at all, and people will know who I am. Let's hope! That's all we can do really. Have some hope in our lives. Cause if we didn't have any hope, it's like we have nothing to look forward to. And what kinda life is that!? Have a life filled with hope everyone (: