Is it ever good to lie? in the end, it isn't. you're trying to protect that certain someone, but you know in the end, that person is gonna get hurt either way.
I feel like I'm being lied to. I feel like if my friend told me this little white lie... what else could she be lying about? It makes me questions our friendship ): I love her, i really do... and we've been friends sine freshman year so why would she do this to me. She tells me that she didn't tell me about this because she thinks i may be judging her. but if she was honest with me from the beginning i think i would be more understanding. But what if she is lying to me? Thats makes me lose trust in our friendship... When she told me about this, i don't think i was judgmental, i even made sure i wasn't judgmental.. i just hope people realize that they are hurting others when they lie to others and its not fair when its reciprocated to you.
Maybe I'm just taking this too seriously, but drugs is a serious thing. Why do people do it? Yes, it makes you feel relaxed, but there are other remedies for that. It'll probably take time for something like this to "phase" over... We'll just have to wait and pray for the best....
I need to say to myself that these things WILL pass by. My friend will be successful. She wont ruin her life. She knows better than that. and *crosses finger* I trust her.
Popped up in my head: i just remembered in an episode of Friends.... The one where Ross got High. LOL Apparently he got high in college and look at him now, he's in good shape. So yeah, this could just be a phase. And yes, its just a show but hey, these things really happen.
Wow this went from lying to drugs in a split second. Shocking. Well amazing how one story can relate to the next. Anyways it was nice ranting at school. Bye!
^^this was a couple months ago... found it in my desktop. i now know the truth... and trust my friend.
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