have i not been posting?! ): i apologize. i need to learn to go to this "online diary" whenever i need to talk or vent.. but i end up jsut keeping it inside and dealing with it till i move on. but gah. i've jsut been so busy actually, but i have finally made some free time (:
So, as you may know, this is my first real semester at college... let me emphasize that its a community college. it honestly just feels like summer. everyday. exept there are a few random classes here and there. its definitely nothing new. i'm really bummed that i dont get to experience being a freshman in college. i feel left out. most of my friends are meeting new people, buying dorm stuff, moving away... i never really realized that it's going to be a totally different atmosphere to them, that it is for me now. anyways, i just wanted to say how i felt.. itll phase over. i just need to THINK of why i went to coc, and that that was the best choice for me... (THOUGH, if i went to csun... it would be semi- the same right? ..atleast i wouldve made new friends & i wouldve gone to the smae school as some of my close friends... blah im just thinking to myself again.) i went to coc to get my pre reqs done, even though i dont know where i'm transfering to yet.. i have a few schools in mind but... i dont knwo for sure which college is best for me. kadkfjakjfakdfjadskfjk. life sucks. well for now it does... hahah ok i need to do poli sci homeworkk. i'm so sleepy. askdfjak 4 chapters to read. wtf. byeeeee
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